Light bulb moment.

To me, the best kind of motivation seems to be when people notice the results from the hard work I put forth every day.  This week I have had co workers notice how my clothes are loose.  People are saying how great I am looking, and that is a great motivator for me.  I also get some serious motivation from other fitness blogs.  These people have done what I am doing, and have maintained a healthy lifestyle.  That is so encouraging to me. 

I feel like I am past the stagnant period where you are working,but its not really taking shape.  Does anyone know what I mean>  It seems like for the first couple months, yes I am losing weight, and I feel stronger, but my clothes are still tight and I still really want sugar.  Now that I am 22 pounds down and 2 months in, I feel like I can do anything.  Maybe I am just having a good week, but I hope I continue to have good weeks. 

I have had a light bulb moment.  When It comes to nutrition, I have been eating clean and having one cheat meal one day a week.  The cheat meal doesn't include drinks, appetizers or dessert.  Yesterday my husband and I had our cheat meal, and afterwords we came to a conclusion. 

 To me, my nutrition is not a diet, but it is just the way I eat to be healthy.  Yesterday when we were eating, I kept wanting to enjoy the food, and I kept thinking how little joy I was getting from the cheat. 

Just in case you want to know, we went to a little local place in Dallas called Blue Mesa (there are a few in the area) I had the street taco meal comes with 3 tacos and a side.  If you don't know what street tacos are, they are little mini tacos.  I had a grilled chicken, goat cheese and avocado, and pulled pork one.  I had soft corn tortillas.  The side was some veggie and a sweet potato hash (basically sweet potatoes peppers and onions)  I couldn't eat the pulled pork taco, but I ate the other two.  Three months ago, I would have thought that this was a "healthy meal", but now I realize this was waaaaay above what a normal portion should be for my body. 

The crazy thing is, I didn't feel like I used to feel after indulging.  I used to feel happy.  Like literally happy to eat poor food.  It was my comfort.  After we ate, I just felt dirty and gross.  Too full...and not comforted at all!

I am not saying cheat meals are bad and you shouldn't have them.  I am sure every once in a while I will have a cheat meal, but it surely won't be once a week.  I just don't think they are for me.  I am focused on my goal of getting healthy, fit and looking goooooood. 

Did I say I signed up for a half marathon the other day?  No, I have never run a half marathon.  No, I have never run a 10k.  It is the Wounded Warrior Project Half that raises money for WWF and the Fisher House.  It is 10 and a half weeks away.  Today is my long run.  My goal is 6 miles. 

Welp, I guess that is all for today!
Allie

Butt hurt

So...Today I worked out legs and glutes.  They are my two favorite muscle groups, but also the two groups that make me so tired.  I finished off my workout with stairs and hills.  (worked those glutes for real!)  I feel really tired, but really strong. 

On another note, I have stayed 160 (yes up one pound) for about a week now.  Yes, I have been on my period and probably retaining water, but I don't want that to be an excuse.  I am hoping that it is because I am putting on some muscle.  I am not going to let the weight on the scale get me down (although it seems like it is easy to get sad about it).  I have been doing the work, and more importantly, I have been working hard on my nutrition.  I think next week I am going to get my fat percentage and BMI measured...otherwise I'll have no idea how I am improving (other than the fact that my clothes are starting to get bigger)

Nutrition is pretty hard for me.  I have a notorious sweet tooth.  My best friends have been straight up no sugar added I am watching you be made at Whole Foods Almond Butter and Ezekiel Cinnamon raisin bread.  I only have 1 piece of the raisin bread maybe twice a week, but the almond butter is a nice mid afternoon snack with some carrots, celery and a few slices of red apples.  My sweet tooth also seems to be satiated by the few ounces of berries I eat every day or so. 

Looking at pinterest is hard for me sometimes.  Double chocolate cake with caramel filling and whipped vanilla bean coffee frosting....say what??  I try to limit my pinterest to clothes I will look ravishing in when I get healthier. 
Until then I gotta go drink more water,
allie

The hardest it's gonna get.

Today while I was running, I was letting my head fake me out.  I was only a mile and a half in, and I was already thinking of how my knees hurt and my muscles burn.  I was tired.  I really wanted to just stop running.  Then I thought if I keep running, this is the hardest it's going to be.
Today is the hardest run.  Tomorrow will be better.  I just keep telling myself that. 

On another note, I found a really delicious Paleo-vegan-organic treat.  One of my favorite things is a nice macaroon.  I LOVE COCONUT! These little guys are delicious.  Just enough of a sweetness to make me forget about pie one the official pi day (3.14)  I found them at whole foods.  Go get some!

Allie

starting over again.

Twenty pounds.  I'm not talking about British currency. I'm talking about 4 bags of sugar removed from my body as a result of hard work and clean eating. To me it almost seems like a way to measure time.  Two weeks is roughly about six pounds ago.  Ten workouts ago.  14 protein shakes ago.  This picture was me on my wedding day.  I weighed 160 pounds on a five foot four frame.  Sure it's not obese, but it's not healthy either.

When it comes to weight, up and down seem to be the name of my game.  The first time I was ever on a diet was in high school.  I weighed 185 pounds (my highest weight ever) and my step mom helped me get on a diet.  I lost 40 pounds.  I went to college, gained and lost about 20 pounds every eight months or so.  When I met my husband I weighed 140. I was fit and happy.  As I began to be content and happy in a new relationship, I began to quickly gain weight....again.  It is so easy to stop working out and start eating out when you have someone with which you want to spend all of your time. 
At the beginning of this year I had ballooned up to 179 pounds.  I was unhappy with my body, how my clothes fit,  my energy level and probably a whole list of things that I will spare you.  Needless to say, I think I was honestly ready to invest in myself.

What makes this time different?  Well, I think I am just ready to change my life.  I can visualize myself as a fit and healthy person.  I am eating clean every three hours.  Not dieting.  I am working out three days on one day off.  Cardio, weights and a whole lotta Beyonce to keep me going.  Of course, there is my husband for moral support, and for that occasional guidance for questions like, " I really had a hard workout and all I want is a Gatorade can I please please please have one??"  (his answer is always no...and I am so thankful for it!)

As I sit here typing almost half way to my goal, I understand it is not all about weight.  I would like to be 130(ish) pounds, but more than that I would like to be fit, muscular and look really great in a bikini.  If that means I weigh 140, but am lean and toned, I'll be happy.  I hope people will be encouraged by my thoughts, triumphs and struggles.  I will be posting progress reports and pictures to keep you posted!  I look forward to this journey!

Stay Healthy,
Allie

The last picture is me last year at Christmas making cupcakes. And I ate a ton of them!! (and a ton of icing with a spoon.)